My life sucks

First the good news.As of March 7th I have a boyfriend.His name is Rocky and we went to school together.

In June I moved out my parents house with my boyfriend across town and my son stayed with my parents until we had everything together.We were rentin a house for $500 a month.We got the lights on in the middle of june.June 17 I lost my job cause I had a no call no show.That means I didn't show up to work and I didn't call.The reason why cause my car was still at my parents house and my cell was turned off.My dad was suppose to take me that day but never showed up. My boyfriend was at work so I couldn't use his phone to call into work.I turn to get uneployement but they didn't give it to me.As of this month I moved back in with my parents for a lot of reasons but the big reason was because my boyfriend and me got into fights all the time.I couple times I slapped him so I thought I should move home.We did broke up for a week but got back together cause I missed him so much and in the time I was away from him I knew I was truly in love with him.I just think we weren't ready to live together but we plan on movin back in together in November.I had been going to see him once a week at the house.He is still living there.

I been looking for a job but haven't had any luck.Tonight I found out that the person that was suppose to leave at my sister job isn't so I still don't have a job.

Also because I lost my job I lost daycare for my son but plan on gettin it back when I get a job.It is hard being a stay at home.I always wanted to do it but I see I don't like it.I rather work then be home all day with my son.I love him to death but sometimes I need a break.His real father isn't around and James isn't around Rocky as much anymore now that he isn't stayin here with me or me stayin there with him but Rocky love him and James loves Rocky.

Next month James will be turnin 2 years old.I am tryin to potty train him.Sometimes he will go to the bath on the potty and sometimes don't.My parents bought him underwear.When he has them on and goes in them instead of tellin us he has to go but when he has a pull up on and will tell us.